Maryam, Maryam... oh Maryam

Assalamualaikum and Hi, On this lovely Friday morning, I've taken the decision to read further on "Quality of Rice". Many have taken eating rice for granted without knowing its nutritional values and also the effects that it brings. There are up to two thousand kinds (if I'm not mistaken) of rice around the world and every each of them has its own quality. Mama insisted to have Herba Ponni because she believes and she said that "many said that..." Herba Ponni is good for diabetic and it has lower carb. Well, how far is it true? Thus, on Monday evening, after work I went to JJ and looked for the rice. Undoubtedly, the price is much higher that any other kind and it was labelled with "Beras Istimewa" (Special Rice). Yet again, I was not very convinced even after reading the nutritional facts. I must say it was a shame to me as I went there with the purpose of comparing the quality of rice, yet I did not even make any reference on "how to co...

Assalamualaikum and Hi... Bagai dicita pucuk, ulam mendatang. hehe. Why? Well, as you can see...if you have been following this blog, you would surely understand the feeling that I'm facing now. The dream I had had certainly disturbed me, that I've made an entry about it. MashaAllah. Satu kesedihan tapi sebenarnye terlalu banyak nikmat yang Allah bg tanpa saya sedari. Saya terlupa. Suprisingly, as I reach home after Maghrib (I had to go to school because its a replacement day for Deepavali), I saw few books on the coffee table at the hall.. "Satu buku tu untuk Dila", said Abah. and guess what?? Its this... I've read and seen the book for so many times. Wanted it, but I'm looking for the right time (because reading needs time)...and I guess, the time has come. The book itself came as a gift at the moment I really need "someone, something" to sooth all the restless,shaky feeling. Thank you!!

Assalamualaikum and Hi Today's post is a bit personal. Its about a dream I had last night that woke me up few times in the middle of the night. The dream is nothing horror, but its about a friend whom I'd loved and cherished so much. A very special friend. I have been trying hard to forget him (yes, its a HE) since he got married last year, 2010, with the intention of 'let him live his life'. Staying away from him is better than being close, because we used to be very closed and after he got married.. I guess both took our own ways. Its a heartache. for me. having a good friend and all of sudden..we don't talk anymore. having someone to share most of the special events in my life,his life....and suddenly, it just ended like that. DOT. I've been undergoing a process to 'heal' myself ever since I realize that he wants to end it, which was last year. It was a very constructive process. I feel better everyday by realizing that the world is not just about sha...

Salam and Hi... After two weeks of writing Challenge 1- La Taghdab, here I am to report my progress. Honestly, I am not a person who can stand everything well. For instance: 1. I really can't stand the car which is too slow on highway 2. I can't stand waiting in lines when buying food (hehe) 3. I can't stand not having what I wanted (this is very critical!). All these while my parents have provided me with E.V.E.R.Y. T. H. I. N. G, now that I'm working, they're teaching me a lesson to use money wisely and "you cannot have everything you wish for". but I WANT! =( In other words, there are just too many things that irritates me. And I need to calm myself and think rationally before anything bad happens. Although many of my colleagues told me that I look really calm and patient dealing with 2P (the most naughtiest class in Year 2). Well, after two weeks.. I think there were only 2 events that made me flared up. 1. When 2P were out of control..they're a...

B eing a woman is not easy. Moods at all time controls us where, perhaps, at the beginning of the month, we may be the most happiest person in the world, as if “ the world is mine”. Then comes the next week, the world suddenly feels like falling apart- sadness surrounds us. Mood changes, in a normal person, are caused by several reasons. It ranges from environmental to biological and even chemical factors. For instances, drained after 12 hours of working could cause someone to irritate over a small problem such as “ Why do I have to face the traffic jam?” (when the fact is- the route he/she takes is at all time congested during that hour). Research also shown that chemical imbalance in the body such as dopamine, serotonin and others are also contributing factors to mood swing (read from an arti cle). In many of the emotional states, I believe ANGER is the most disastrous state of feeling that every one of us should have in control. One second of anger could change the ...

Ya Allah.. I seek refuge in you, Ya Allah, in everything that I do..let them be just for You. Make me a better person. Make me a better person. ....